Life O' Nina

I treat this blog a lot like I would a diary. I know people probably do not care and I do not care if they read it. I like to think that maybe my life advice to myself will someday help other people. Because I do in fact want to help others in any way I can.

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And here you are again. Alone. In the kitchen drinking strawberry milk. Wondering why you constantly put yourself through it all.

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It sucks when you make the effort. You work on the problems. You correct the flaws that you were attributing into the relationship and the other person is not. It sucks major.

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Thoughts

I feel as though taking off your bra at night is a metaphor for letting go off all the stresses you’ve encounter that day… Food for thought

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Big

I am done with the woah is me my life sucks blah blah blah, I am just overdramatic. So Nina… what are you doing with your life to make someone else’s better? Who did you make happy? Who did you touch and helped them for the better?

I cannot answer these questions… I need to find them out though. I am done caring about what and who will make me happy. Chasing a fairytale dream will never work that way. I guess it comes to that, through out my life everything was just a big fairytale. I guess reality hit me and knocked me to the ground. So I think its time to take each day and do a little to make someone happy, Its always the littlest things in life that are the big things. 

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Dedicated to _ _ _ .
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Mistakes

I am human, I make many mistakes, some I regret others I don’t. I will always regret the mistake I had made but I will not let it be what defines me as a person. Thats what is wrong with this world. We put people on these pedestals so when they slip and fall they fall hard and crash into the ground. We are all human and we all mess up from time to time. What sets us apart from others is how we handle these situations, whether you are the one messing up or the one who was hurt by the one who messed up. I personally have always been one to give out chances like sticks of gum, always willing to forgive and move forward. I know what its like to make mistakes and lose someone because of it, I have seen it first hand and third hand. Never go to bed angry, never burn bridges. You may always regret that. I know I messed up. I owned my mistake. If I am nothing to you now I understand, I have been there and felt that. I personally could never let someone so important to me go without understanding or listening. Make your assumptions, believe your beliefs but at the end of the day we are all human we all make mistakes. No one is perfect, i will never pretend I am, forgive people because they are not because one mistake should not be the only deciding factor in situations. 

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Twenty is still young yet old…

Lately I have been feeling as though I am growing up extremely fast only in a short amount of time. I’ve known what it really means to be an adult and have many responsibilities. I’ve always been a very responsible person and been willing to take on more than I can chew but lately I’ve been stressed out beyond belief. I’ve moved, obtained bills, got a new job, & taking many classes. I honestly do not have time to mess around and play games with things in my life. I can be on the edge of making decisions. Every choice I make has a huge impact on my life and that scares me. I do not have the time nor energy to play games. 

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Baffled

Idk how your okay. Idk how you are moving on as if nothing ever happened. I’m baffled how you don’t even miss me.